Monthly Archives: May 2006

dreams today

i had two dreams last night.. the first one i was weaping over a fictional womans death (Beth from the John carter universe) I was going though a file folder with Photo's in it.... i think someone walked by me ?Ed biggers? not sure who but it was a man...

The other dream i had was where i am in a hotel with a few other people.. Someone attacks and they fail.. the person who was part of the attacks was a highly wanted person and we got a reward..

They had to take some stuff from us to examin? the peopl i was with was Yosi from the old tv show "The Screen Savers" and I know Leo was there since we mentioned that his new laptop had to be worked over.
(this felt like it was also in the John Carter universe)

both interesting and i enjoyed the dreams :)


Ok.. on the Forums i have a "signature" saying i make gloryammys for free..

well Bubba651 in runescape messages me saying he "HAS" 18 dragonstones to let me craft

i tell him exactly what he needs for me to craft....

A update occures and it takes him over a hour to get back on (i get back to my inturrupted runecrafting trip)

then he gets back on... and i till him again what he needs..
He does not have the gold or string to make hte ammy.. i say fine i have the string you mine the gold

he can't get the gold.. so i go get it

then... when i get the gold smelted..



one spare keyboard later i am writing this...

These ar the only crafting sigs I use.. can ANYONE see where i give things away for free?

P.S. I saw this old sig that i had made.. blackbande had caught on when i made this joke

Continued from previous

How to start this.. i have been reading the same series from before..

words have no meaning... this story series is RAW UNTAIMED EMOTION

*WSOR* (Willing Suspension Of Reality)

I have been reading about John Carter and his service to his Goddess and in the second series.. his God.....

He loved and was loved in return and his love was killed.... He saved lives and helped others.. he was hurt and damaged by those that were seeking to harm him...

in the end he had lost his medalion.. and later it was repaired by his god.

this is.. ... so heartwrenching.. he conforted a girl as she was dieing.. there was nothing anyone could have done to save her..

I cried....

I think I am going to get a printout for my mom so she can read this.. her belifes and ideas of reality.. have helped support me

Who knows.. sometimes i wish i could help like them.... I need to find a way....

sex stories?

This is something thats interesting to write about.. Adult sex stories..

First thing that comes to mind is porn. Stroke stories..
The Dirty magizines that are kept in the bathroom to read.

Those are not what i am thinking of right now. I do enjoy them, but i re-found a story author that.. his/her writing is so unique..

Happy Harry is a hobo that earns? or is rewarded by the "godess" and becomes a druid.. (be aware the Druids in this story took out the mafia and are supremly powerful.. but are balanced people)

Theses stories.. they are perfect... i can't discibe them in any other way.. i feel my heart wrench when something bad happens.. i see the comedy thats portryed.. i cry when its sad.. its like the author knows how to express the emotions and writes a story.. not a sex story..

its, amazing..

I have always thought that emotions are hard to achive.. (more along.. recognizing and appreciating) and i don't know :)

who knows what my path is.. sometimes it feels close to the end.. and other times............. it feels like a beach that wont ever end

couple levels

Well today i got two new levels today!!!!

Defence and Hipoints


Tommorow i am heading for a prayer and a attack level

i also got to 103 combat :) thats amazing

i remember being a combat lvl 64 two years ago WOW!